The Pigs ♥

OKAY PIGS.

this is gonna be a super negative post about me screwing bowling up so yeah.. just to warn you guys.

let me start by saying that. I AM SUPER SUCKY AND CONFUSED.
like seriously. i cant stand it. both my spare and strike balls the finger and thumb inserts are like of different sizes? and one drops and the other gets stuck. and my rotation is SCREWED UP. SERIOUSLY SCREWED UP. i mean it was PERFECTLY FINE LAST TIME. and now it is crap. and i cant even bowl 18-15. and my swing has gone so low. but uncle J says he likes it. but uncle R says he prefers my old style. and im like. WHO TO LISTEN TO? and then aunty C says that last times one was okay. and uncle J says that it wasnt. then i get confused again. then uncle J says this and aunty C says something else and uncle R says something else and i dont know who to listen to. i mean like. WHATS MY PROBLEM.

and aunty C is happy with my training today. but im like IT WAS SO BAD LA. and uncle J also expects me to do better and he says dont worry got a lot of time before nationals. and he's gonna redrill both my balls the finger and thumb inserts ALL OVER AGAIN. AH. this is crap man. like seriously. and my mental is getting SO SUCKY. IT IS LIKE SUPER BAD. today i almost couldnt control la. lucky got piggie to crack some LAME joke to make me laugh. I WAS SO DOWN. i really really screwed up. AH. the more i talk about it the more i feel like dying.

ok i shall stop talking.