The Pigs ♥

ok. shall blog about the events that happen the previous two days and TODAY!
this post can also be found in my own one. exactly the same. LOL

firstly, today.
had uncle yong's training.
i was really scared cos i still havent gotten used to the new thumbhole.
at the start it was rather okay.
but when uncle yong made us put towels on the lane, EVERYTHING WENT HAYWIRE.
my thumb got stuck countless of times until i was scared to bowl and i was just standing next to the place where all the ball was and waiting for time to pass.
now i feel that i have wasted the whole training. why?
COS I GAINED NOTHING AND I SCREWED IT UP.
my dad was really angry with me, he lectured me the whole way home. so i bet that he wont talk or be friendly with me for a while. its always like that.
and he was saying i kept looking at the clock, hoping for 12 to come, that when the towel was placed, i kept wanting to rotate my ball, that i wasted my time standing there like some dumbo cos after having my thumb stucked for so many times, i lost my confidence and that if it was he, he would have kept on bowling. also that im scared to try stuff, not open enough etc etc.
which i admit is quite true. SIGH.
im a failure lahh.
but whatever. i shall do better in next week's training. or i hope so.
I SHALL DARE TO TRY AND BE MORE DARING! and not be some asshole waiting for others to bowl.
and dont care whether my thumb stucks or not. just keep trying.
sigh. just hope when the time comes i will be able to do that.
i really want to rewind back and have todays training all over again and do better.
cos now i feel bad and guilty.
my dad is seriously angry angry ANGRY.
and i dont feel that i did anything productive during training.
but whatever. thats so unable to do. sighh.

ok. change topic. FRIDAY NOW.
6.6 BBQ (:
around SEVENTEEN PEOPLE WENT!
there were more girls than boys. haha.
the food was edible lah. but one of the tray of fried rice had flies jumping around on it so we didnt eat that.
well. who would ?!
the sausage and satay was nice! i didnt get a chance to taste the chicken wings but i guess it should be nice!
CREDITS TO JOELYNN, SARAH, YIXUAN, WANYING AND WANJIE AKA THE ORGANISERS.
THANKYOU SO MUCH :DDD.
I ENJOYED MYSELF! (:
anyway. we rented bikes! for 2hours!
went to the playground and climbed this tricky ropey stuff that i was so scared of. HAHAHA .
but the slide is seriously STUCKY.
cant even slide down properly, had to push ourselves down XDDD.
and pnglin got lost. o.o
SORRY PNGLIN. i guess i was too engrossed in cycling and forgot to bring my hp ><
so me and szewing, me on the single bike while sw on the double bike rode to go find her.
found her finally! haha. but due to the excitement, i stepped in a pile of mud. EWWWWWWWWW.
had a hard time washing it later on. -.-
anyway. then i rode at the back of the doubles bike with pnglin at the front back to the bbq pit! szewing was on the singles bike.
sigh. i seriously forgot the day's event. or rather dont remember that clearly.
but to sum it up, it was damn fun!
we went back at 8 plus!
my dad came to fetch me and pnglin from tampines.
anyway. WE SHOULD HAVE MORE GATHERINGS! YAY.

ok. now THURSDAY.
MOVIES! (:
went to watch OPEN SEASON with my brother, niece and cousin!
it was quite nice and funny!
but perhaps the plot is rather simple and plain.
i shall not spoil the fun for you guys so i shall not tell you about it. (:
go watch it or borrow the dvd.
anyway. then we went to eat JAPANESE FOOD.
[desiree! please say that you are jealous(:]
but right, the food there is SOSO. not as good as hachi tei!
but its really unique. something like a buffet.
there are tables&chairs at one section and on the other section, there are baskets of sticks which represents different jap food.
and you have to take the stick of the food you want and put it in the basket you have and pass it to the workers!
and as for the sushi, you just take it from the conveyor belt, you have a tray if there are too many (:
the cha soba was so much, but the sauce was rather tasteless. IT WAS SO FILLING!
i shouldnt have ordered cos i had no stomach for anything else later XDDD.
anyway. then my cousin fetched me home.
but in the end, my parents wanted to go watch BATTLE OF THE WITS.
HAHA. TWO MOVIES IN ONE DAY! :DDD.
that show is rather nice!
but perhaps a bit long for me!
its about a country called zhao wanting to defeat a country called liang.
and liang has only about 4000 people while zhao has A LOT MORE!
so of course, looking at the numbers, the soldiers are about 100 000, zhao would have won, rather easily.
but this guy from this clan of really wise men [mozi] came to help to strategise.
which is what this clan does.
and the country won the first time.
wait. not REALLY won , just made them retreat.
they won a few times but the king who is an idiot, thought that the guy would rebel so he ordered people to kill.
but luckily that guy escaped with the prince's help.
but the zhao army had left an army behind. which liang didnt know cos they saw them retreat already.
and that zhao army took the chance, with the guy[from mozi] away from the country, went to attack.
and they succeeded!
but the guy came back. and defeated the zhao army again. LOL .
complicated lahh.
ok. SPOILER! :D
hahaha. you can not read. but maybe its too late to say ><

anyway. I ENJOYED THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. A LOT ! :DDD
maybe today wasnt as good.
i seriously regret my actions.
its all about my mental.
my bloody weak mental.
i shall change next week!
I HOPE SO.
anyway. im going to leave for des' bro's bday party soon!
YAYYY. thanks for inviting me des! :DD
shall blog about it tmrw ?
wait maybe not. im going KL tmrw!